1, 8, 9, 15, 26, 27, 35, 37
1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
My dad took me to see Jurassic Park in the theatre. I was like 5 at the time but everything was so cool. I remember grabbing on to him when the t-rex jumped out and chased the jeep. What I don’t remember is freaking out at the end in the visitor center. My dad says I completely flipped and he had to take me outside so he missed the ending.
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
I was a kickass kid. I was never in trouble and I have a notebook of certificates of merit. I won art contests and writing contests. One of the contests actually featured piece of my work on a billboard near my school. My poetry was featured in an anthology, and I read one of my essays as a speech in front of my entire school. I was the top soloist in my choir at one point. I had a lot going for me before my mental problems started.
9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
I love the color of my eyes, the shape and color of my lips, and how long and slender my feet are.
15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.
Probably when I was 17 and living with my dad. I left my mom and didn’t look back. I got my GED and a full time job at Bi-Lo. My manager actually liked me so much I got above minimum wage and a department position. I was seeing a guy in his 40s, a good friend of my parents and we were really happy. We had these great intellectual discussions and quite a few mutual interests.
26: Talk about things you do when you’re sick.
Cookies, blog, and netflix. And whining, there is much whining. I usually camp out on the couch with a pillow and blanket and everyone is banished except Jareth, but only if he behaves and pets me.
27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body.
Butts. I love a nice set of buns. Jareth’s fit right into my hands. It’s awesome.
35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
Being mental. I’m tired of being bipolar. I’ve been in anger management therapy, and on meds. It doesn’t help. Nothing does, but I’m so tired of my bullshit.
37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
Let’s talk James. He’s a douche. Former step-brother of a good friend, former youth minister, but probably still a player. We were together for 3 periods of time and he tried for a fourth. He has this tendency to pop up when I’ve just had it with a relationship. He is extremely judgemental, and a homophobe. I’m bisexual and my religious views have stayed mainly in the Wiccan and Satanic arenas. You can’t even say “goddamn” in a room without him flipping shit. I don’t know how he thought we were going to work out, and I don’t know what I was thinking. I blame hormones. He always smelled so good. He tried to get back with me just 2 weeks before his wedding. I said no. He proceeded to get married and divorced within a few months. Dunno what’s up with him now but I suspect his plan to go to college and be a real minister probably didn’t work out.